Well...
Woke up early today i might say...
Hah...
Even if theres no school...
Hafiz called...
Wanted to go out and get some "fresh air"...
We walked one round and walked back...
And...
Suddenly...
Natured called for me...
Rushed back home...
Then went out again...
Ladidadida....
Went and sat on the swing...
Hafiz got the normal one...
I had to sit on the baby one...
Cause thats the only one left...
No other place to sit...
My ass isnt small ok...
It hurt...
Then i moved...
Preferred to stand...
Painful sehh...

Then sat n lepak again...
And went back home...
Then msg sayang...
Hee...
LOVE U LA SEY!!!
Hope to meet you soon...

Well...
Theres nothing else really...
N still pissed that i cant use the camera...
Where the F%*K did i put the charger...

Till here...
Yourfriendlyneighbourhoodslimy...

Havent been posting lately...
Anyways...
My life lately have been a lil bit silent...
I dunno y...
Just...Silent...

Been thinking bout my future...
I decided i wanna be a designer...
Hopefully a fully fledge one...
Well...
The only thing i have to do is work hard...
Study...
Hope everything will come together...

I successfully got into year 12...
WooHooo....
And got my year 12 jumper earlier at school today...
Today is the last day of school...
N its summer....
Summer break...

Hope i have stuff to do...
Planning to go to melbourne town during the holidays...
That would be soo cool...
Fun...

Till here...
Yourfriendlyneighbourhoodslimy...

Im really sorry if i dun have any pics recently...

K....

Today had school in the morning...
Had frees last two...
So decided to play soccer,Basketball and downball...
Its a really hot day...
Even my fries turned warm...Yummy!!!
Even better...

Went home...
Sat on the comp for a couple of hours...
Talked to iman about my designing stuff...
Mayb wanna use some of his designs..Mayb...
Not sure yet...

Welll...
Later on...Changed cause there was gathering...
Theres like pizza n mee...Alot of food...
Then played downball again...
They lost my tennis ball...
Oh well...
I hurt my leg trying to do the windmill...
Thes like bumps on every wood...
Thats where i hit it...
It was alright...
All good...
No worries guys...Lol...

N now im back on the comp n msging syg...
Love u la b...
Well...
What do i have to say now...
Im on the comp...Lol..

Till here...
Yourfriendlyneighbourhoodslimy...

Welll....
Haven't been posting huh...
Welll...
Stuff have been happening lately...
Take some time off...
Thinking...
One thing is bout my dancing stuff...
I decided...
Once aB-Boy...
Always one...
I gotta stick to it...
My principles...
I dance cause of passion...
Dance to express...Not to impress....

Well....
N thinking bout my future...
What i will be in the future...
Who's in my life...
Well...
Guess it have to wait...
I'll just have to go with the flow...
I just have to choose the right path right now...
N hope i make the right choices along the way...
N have to learn from the bad choices i have made...

Well...
Im still concentrating on my dancing...
I wanna improve to be a better B-Boy...
The pleasure of being able to accomplish your task...
But this task dosen't go on for a day...
It goes on for weeks....
I'll just have to work hard...
And with the support of my friends/gf...
And luck...
I think i'll be able to make it...

Love You Syg!!!

Till here...
Yourfriendlyneighbourhoodslimy...

Sorry no pics at the moment ehh...
Cam not in use ah....
Have to get it to work again...

WellWellWell...
Im done with my exams today...
YEAH!!!
Happy la sey...

After paper...Had to wait for hafiz cause he got one paper left for today...
I had to wait for 2 periods(100 mins)...
Sooo...
Walked around the school...
Then met anna...
Then i danced...N she watched...
It was a lil akward i have to admit...
In the locker room...
Then i was too tired...
Then stopped...
And started to talk bout languages since shes fromchina...
I spoke Malay,Chinese,Japanese,Spanish,France,Koran and INDIAN....lol...
Im not sure what else but it was fun...
Then bell rang and hafiz came n then went home...
So at home...
I ate n watched tv...
N definately on the com...
N msged my gf...
Manje2 sikit...
Hahahaha....
Rarely get me to manje tau...
Should be honoured...Lol...

I LOVE YOU LA BABY!!!
likeasugarcoatedcheekycherrymaltmeltingcheddercheesy
mozirellapepperonichocofudgychillispicymushymallow
vodkalimeytowashitalldown...
LOVE YOU!!!

Till here...
Yourfriendlyneighbourhoodslimy...

Well...
Today theres makan2 at my house...
So that means theres kinda lots of people in a small house...
Unfortunately Hafiz(cik amir),Hafiz(cik omar),Hakim didnt come...
Hafiz(cik amir) had to study cause tomz exam...
The other 2...
Not sure...
But their mom said they had to clean the toilet...
I doubt they even clean the toilet...
Mayb just a lil...

Well...
I haven't been myself for the past few days...
For those who do know y...

B(NOT YOU BOOBIES,PLEASE)....
If ur reading this...
I didnt mean what i said to u...
If i did any wrong to u...
I love u so much...
N...
I just wanna let u know that I wouldnt let u go for anything in the world...
I miss you so much...
Do take care of urself...
LOVE YOU!

Till here...
Yourfriendlynotsohappyneighourhoodslimyforthosewhodocare...

Yesterday was fun cause lepak at normal place...
Near medical room...
Panjat sini...
Panjat sane...
Loncat sini...
Loncat sane...
Played downball...

Wait...
Y am i talking bout yesterday....
Ouh...
Just to summarise cause didn't update...

K...
Today...
Didn't followed my parents out...
Got makan2...
Lazy...
I went to hafiz house for a while...
Ambek angin...
Then lepak2...
Now im home boring my self to death...
Pure boredom...
And daydreaming...

N im always thinking bout u dear(u know who u are)...
Missing u lots...
Hm...
Hope she's ok...
Hope everything would get better...
It keeps getting worse n worse every second that goes by...
My life is getting sumwhat out of hand...
HAVOC...
It's like turning upside down...
All the way around...

Till here....
Yourfriendlynotsohappyneighbourhoodslimyforthosewhodocare...



Ok...
Today was a super fast school day...
Well..
Probably due to exams...
English was fast...
ONLY WE HAD TO WRITE 2 ESSAYS WHICH CONSIST OF NO LESS THEN 300 WORDS....
crackedmyheadliketryingtocrackahardfatrock
during the part where we had to fight the readers...
DAMN!!
Bur i reckon i can still pass...Must have confidence...

Now the maths part...
This was a terribly slow time in the exam room...
And the lucky part is that i brought in the wrong calculator...
I brought in the scientific one where i should have brought in the graphics calculator...
Actually thats my last option for source of calculating cause i dun own one...
It cost a freaking $190 or more...
Imagine what i could buy with that kinda money...
But its still a cool calculator..
There this usb port...
And u can have games on it...
Theres lots of programmes...
And it will sketch a graph for u when u type in the equation...
Well...
Enough with the calculator...
I skipped lots of the questions at the back...
And spend my time day dreaming...
Or just plain swearing...
Things couldn't get any worse in an exam then that...
Im still gonna fail anyways...




Came home...
Played computer...
Ended up sleeping in my room while my computer is still running...
Sorry guys if i didnt attend to your messages...

Mayb going out at night again night study for my physics...
If i charge my camera batt...
Could get some pics...
If only i could remember where i put that charger...Grrrr...
Then well play down ball...

Till here...
Yourfriendlyneighbourhoodslimy...

The real reason im feeling down is...
Now...
My gf...
The lil sister of my past gf...
The one who passed away(see post 2nd nov to know more bout it)...
Hmm...
Now...
She too have a sickness...
She have kidney failure and heart problem which is much worse then her sis...
The doctors said that they can't cure her...
Its too late...
Hmm...
I love them a lot...
But mayb god loves them more...
Hope theres some miracle that would happen...
Guess i just have to pray...

Anyways....
U must be thinking my post are all made up...
But no...
This is my true life story....
I wouldn't lie in my blog , would i....

Till here...
Yourfriendlynotsohappyneighbourhoodslimyforthosewhodocare....

Sorry guys...
I have not been updating lately...
A lot of unfortunate events have been happening to me this few days...
And i dun really have the mood to probably do anything...
So of u know what im going through...
So of u might not know...
So...
I have my exams tomorrow,friday and monday...
Only 3 days of exams...
Things happening...
Exams...
Omg...
What next...
Things could not get anyworse...
well...

Till here...
Yourfriendlyanddownneighbourhoodslimyforthosewhodocare...

Ok...
Today is a tad bit the same as yesterday...
I woke up late once again....
What a surpirse that is(not)....
Took a shower...
Got on the com...
Eat...
Well...
Later on i met hafiz to collect so stuff from the duo brothers...
U dun need to know what we collected...
Ehem2...
Went to safeway and bout our self a cup of wholesome chocolaty fatness...
Lol...
Lepak near the oval...
Had some fresh air(if u know what i mean)...
Lol....
And went back home...
I finished downloading Fight Night and The Simpson Game...
It took me 2 days to get to rank 1 for Fight Night...
Have not started playing simpsons though...
Think its gonna be interesting...
Well...
I studied a lil on physics...
Good boy ay...

N now im stuck on the com...

Well..
I havent had much to say on the basis that nothing much really happened...

Till here...
Yourfriendlyneighbourhoodslimy...

Hi there...
Hey there...
Ho there...

What I had today:
PURE BOREDOM

Woke up late...
Msg2...
Got on the com...
Ah...I had my pack of caremello...
Mmmmm...Yummy....
Me and hafiz bought it for 2 for $6 when we were late for school n missed period 1...
Lol...
Worth it though...
Me and hafiz split $3 each for a packet of 15 caremellos...
Cadbury...
Nice...

K...

Finished downloading my psp game...
Fight Night...
Awesome...
Boxing game...
Thats preety much what i do...
Wake up...
Shower...
Makan...
On the com...
Play game...
Sat so have day off from work...

I think i wanna get back to my game...
Hahahaha...
Dieyoumiserablepeople!!!Die!!Hahahaha...

Till here...
Yourfriendlyneighbourhoodslimy...





Sooo....

Today wast a fast day in school...
I had double physics n english...
Not too bad...Not too bad...
Im happy...
We did a model aeroplane...
Out of wood...
My group almost completed it...
We still have to put a layer of dope on it....
DOPE....

English was rather moderate...
Just did fill in the blanks work of what i missed during my 4 Weeks off...

Got back from school...
Salin baju n all...I duno what mood im in...
actually memang ah...
I go kemas my oh so messy room...
N at lst finished cleaning it....
I was pleased with yself for doing a good job..
Baik eh...
Malu la...
Mwahahaha..

Well...
Mayb going to soccer training with my club...
Havent been there for quite sometime....

Well....
I reckon todays gonna be a lil it wee off on the fun part...
Da tkle lepak malam for now...
Dads not at work...
At least i can go out...
I dont think hafiz can...
So if hafiz isnt going...
Im not going...

Well...
Isnt it time...

I have to get back to my psp...
Mwahahaha....

Till here...
Yourfriendlyneighbourhoodslimy...

Back with another post...

Ok...

School today was exceptionally boring....
Had double chemistry,double physics,double math...
All lasted like 100mins of pure boredom..
Except the part during math when we stopped our lesson to hear the horserace over the radio...
We hade a comp on who to win...N i lost...Even when i got the favourites to win...
Damn...

Played soccer...

Gonna go out again later tonight to meet hafiz n the duo bros...
Night study again...
Good Boy eh...
lol...

But i have to...
After i missed the whole 4 weeks of school...
Came back n i had 1 week left till exams...
Double damn...

K...
Thats all...

Till next time...
Yourfriendlyneighbourhoodslimy...

Yeah...

Back from school...
First day since like....
6 WEEKS!!!
Lol...It was alright...
See it as an improvement cause i actually did work...
Chey...Baiknye slimy...
Hahahaha...
But studied up until the last period...
ENGLISH
Did'nt really have any work to do...
So chill ah...
Met my aussie mates...
Happy sia...

So...

Im going out later...
Main bola with Hafiz...
Training bole...
Semangat ah...
Then night study later on...
Once again...
Semangat ahhhh....
Baik kn...
I know...
Hahahaha...

So till here...

Keep checking my blog for new post...
Kalau sudi yer...

Aite...
Peace out...

Ok...
A new post...

Ive been wondering what true love is...for almost quite my whole time trying to be matured...
Im not sure i am....Lol...

K...
To the point...
What is true love??
Issit the fact that u love that person alot...
A perfect relationship with no fight n so on...

Or...

This is what i think...

It is when u have thousnds of fights n still forgive...
How big a mistakes are made but forgive n forget...
No relationship is perfect...
But it is worthwhile when u found the right person close to ur heart...
Ur blinded by the aspects of the world...
Blinded by the fault of sumones inefficiency...
Blinded by their nagatives....
The fact that no one is perfect no matter what...
Makes no relationship perfect...
But one can make it perfect by their own views...
Even if it means that its not perfect to others...

So...
Do u think what i said is true??
Or issit all just a lie??

It would be great if u gave me an opinion on this after reading it...
Girls...
Boys...
Anyone...

OK!!!

Now im back in this place called Australia....
Which i definately wont call home sweet home...
The first time i reached...
It did'nt feel so great...
Like...Something was amiss...

I miss Singapore..My one true home...
There were memories..
There were definately ups n downs...

In the plane...Which Was like a 7 hours flight which really made my butt sore...
Watched 2 movies(once,license to wed)

And those other times on the plane...

Kept me thinking...
My close friends did'nt send me to the airport...
Did'nt even tried to call me...
Must be busy...
N the one thing bout me leaving for australia...
On this very day...
My gf passed away...U know...Meninggal dunia...
N i dun wanna lie...
BUT...
I did cried thinking of her...
Out of a sudden...
Tears kept flowing....
It was a really sad day...
First leaving sg..
My close friends did'nt come...
U know urself...
Except for my crew mates(iman,aaron),Izzul,Faliq and some family n like 5 other friends...
Thanks guys...
And my gf...
Painful...
I really love her that much that it was kinda difficult to let go off...
And i still cant forget bout it...
I have done a lot of mistakes to her...
N i dont think i redeemed myself...
But i kinda change cause of her on a relationship kinda prospective...
Whats left of her are just memories...
Iloveherlikeathousandburningsuns....
But that wouldnt bring her back....

I wanna be back home...
Where i belong and raised...
I wanna be back in singapore...
Guess thats gonna have to wait...

Friends do keep in contact...
Love u all...